So there's about 22 hours till one of my two most important interviews (the other one's about... 5 hours after). I guess I'm more calm now, compared to when I first realized I was being interviewed... but still... I REALLY hope I don't screw up, and that I've learned enough keep myself good & focused.
That being said, I know that this opportunity isn't a ticket to 4 months of bliss. It WON'T be easy, and it WON'T be bliss. I will have to really learn to organize myself and be act like I'm actually mature, both at work and not. But I want it. I want it VERY badly. I want it with all the risks and challenges... all the things that I know I'm not 100% ready for and I'm still slightly apprehensive to face - because that's how I grow... doing things that I'm not 100% comfortable with or ready for =).
Now... will I succeed or fail? Either way - no regrets.
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